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Wednesday, September 28, 2005



Current mood: pleased

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Saturday, September 3, 2005

3:49PM - Hello, hello... echo...

This entry is hella late.. But yeah. My great grampa Vaughn is dead... Or as we calle dhim "The leprachaun"

Other than that the world of death ahs come to a stand still in my house... Except my mom's 3:30 AM ghost encounters.... grrrr. You know, the ones she has to wake me up and tell be about. I see a ghost or something i nod and go back to sleep. She has to wake me up and tell me about it for 20 minutes. Buh!

That's all though... Damn.. We need members.

Current mood: cranky

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Sunday, August 7, 2005

7:26PM - Yay...

... Hi. I miss this community... JOIN!!! JOIN DAMN YOU!!!!

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Sunday, April 24, 2005


okay how about this... to promote this communnitty put this link img src="http://pictures.greatestjournal.com/userimg/3859459/917854" width="214" height="400" then right on the ends of it put one of these < > on each end. ^-^ i hope this works

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10:44PM - PEOPLE NEEDED!!!!!


Yeah, i think Auby should tell every one here about her encounter with the corpse candle.. The lucky brat ^-^ But yeah... So auby spill da Beans

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Friday, April 22, 2005


i went off on a writing rampage yesterday and started saying junk about how i wanted to go to a cemetary, just to, you know, hang out... i figured since i kind of liked the description of "my perfect cemetary", i thought i'd write it down. so, here goes... *i think i'll have to write most of what i wrote, just to understand why i say what i say...*

For the past few months, i've been very anxious to find a good cemetary to go to. not to be buried in, but to-unwind in. to think, soak up the solitude, drink in that atmosphere on a grey and drizzling day. my mum thinks i'm being ridiculous. "why would you want to go to a graveyard? that's silly." because it's beautiful. have you ever been to an abandoned graveyard? the stones, so grey and cool. so smoothe. the ivy and moss covered trees. the brown leaves covering the round, the mist surrounds you. the trees cloak you from the openess of the midnight blue sky spckled with white flecks. the ever present stars. would you not want to go to such a beautiful place as that? perhaps my writing makes it more elegant than it seems. oh the wiles of a writer! from what i said, from what i wrote, with solitude, such natural beauty, wouldn't you like to go there? i wish i could find that place. my own lttle cemetary. so silent. so abandoned. so-where i ould rather be right now. leaning on a tombstone with the green grass beneath me, and the crisp fall air. oh, take me to this haven!...

and that's basically all i wrote about my perfect little cemetary. more of a poem-ish thing, but i like it... i mainly wrote it because i was sort of in a funk, and was angry that my mom thinks i'm a little odd just b/c i want to get away from *living* people, in a cemetary. stupid mother... she doesn't understand. when i get passionate, like angry, about something, generally i write... so i wrote...  if you would like to, you may comment... thanx ^_^


Current mood: tired... so tired... *yawn*

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Sunday, April 17, 2005

12:12AM - Hah ha ha

Hahahahaha! I drug Auby to the Masonic Cemetery today! Eeee hee heee!!!

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Thursday, April 14, 2005

5:54PM - Gah....

I went to visit my step grandfathers grave today wich i havn't done in almost two years. It's in an open cemetery sorounded by trees. It's one of the few open cemetery's i like. But yeah i went there. It was pretty cool Realized how old some of the graves there are..... Okay i'm bored. And people need to help me upate... UPDATE DARN YOU!!!

Current mood: good

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Wednesday, April 6, 2005

10:59PM - Yadda yadda bladda bladda

Ya so i guees a few weeks ago or something a great aunt (whom i don't remeber) Died. I guess she was really crazy. Talked about how she was from pluto and was an alien. Drew pictures all her life of spaceships and her home planet. Well anyway it got me thinking again...

I have a theory and fuck the lot of you if you think i'm being to cheezy or new ageish but i've had this belief. That so many people believe so strongly for there religion that all that energy they put into it has to add up to something. that something? Heaven. Hell. Nervana. The other realm. The afterlife. Ghosts. Nothing. Yeah see my point? So what if my great aunt and all the people like her believed heart and soul that they came from wherever and were aliens. Then all that energy will have created what they think to be real. a place for twhm in there after life. So maybe... just maybe.. She's on pluto right now. in another plain of existance. Kicking back and laughing at those who didn't believe her.

And what about me? When i die i hope to come back as a ghost and fallow around my family and friends *evil laugh* But that's just me. So laugh at my theory all you want. But people have seen heaven. There has been proof of reincarnation.Proof of ghosts. So how do you explain it all? Well these are just my opinions. But i thought i'd share them. Goddnight everyone...

Current mood: contemplative

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Tuesday, April 5, 2005


Yay! the background looks pretty now! ^-^

Current mood: artistic

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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

10:59AM - Wow, You'll all love this. I know i did! ^ - ^

Me and my aunt went on this drive... Not gonna tell you why. To sad :( But it was down old Stagecoach road here in Lane County Oregon nd the Stagecoach house had recenley been burned to the ground cause it was dangerous (as if...) But any who the land is now up for sale on one condition... You must tend and take care of the grave. Grave? Oh oops! ^-^ hee-hee i didn't mention that little part did i?
Across the street from the property are railroad tracks and i mean RIGHT across the street. On the other side of the tracks is a river. Anyway the little girl like 50 or 100 years ago died after getting hit by a trian :( uber sad! So the people who owned the land at the time buried her on their property near the tire swing.. (wich is still there and really cool) I want to buy thta land soooooo bad!!! But as i was saying. The people who buy it have to maitaint the grave of this poor 5 year old girl :(
So when me and my aunt were up there we stopped by the property and tried to find the grave. We found the tire swing and searched all around in... Man that ground had really bad sinkholes though. But we couldn't find it. I didn't even see a tombstone. But i hope i get a chance to go look for her again before the land is baught. Yeah well i thought i would share that bit of info with you all ne? Bye everyone!

Current mood: chipper

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Friday, March 25, 2005

6:25PM - Since nobody else will update....

Well another animal died. R.I.P. Kessie. You will be missed. Poor baby chicken.

And of course you all know me. I went to the Masonic Cemetery yesterday. I made a friend walk there with me ^-^ I don't think she liked it much though. I really want to take a tour inside Hope Abby. But it would feel really weird going alone. So um, any of my eugene friends want to go with me let me know. I'll set up a time and we'll hang out okay? Well that's my update. Bye!

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Sunday, March 20, 2005

2:41PM - Okay. This is the cemetery i won't shut up about. I didn't get a very good pics.








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Current mood: cheerful

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Saturday, March 19, 2005

10:45PM - Okay i have like ALOT more than this But these are tow pics of the Hope Abby...

The Hpe Abby in the Masonic Cemetery, Taken by yours trulyCollapse )

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Friday, March 18, 2005

10:37PM - Look...

Why am i the only one writing in here? What's up with that?

Anyway. Yeah i'm requesting any pics you have from cemetery's. I don't want personalized grave stones with name son them. The dead didn't give their consent for those photos. Plus it's a curtosy of mine. But any pics of tombs, cemetery's ghosts orbs. Put them under and LJ cut and leave um on the journal. That and some one i'm begging you! Recruit and update!!! Yeah well tha's all for now. Bye.

Current mood: working

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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

7:05PM - A sad sad day

My doggy died. I'm so sad. My whole family has been crying all night. I miss him so much. My poor mother is heart broken! He got hit by a car. And the asshole stopped, saw he was still moving ( but it was only death tremors propelling himn across the street) And they left! Didn't even get out to help, appologize, NOTHING! I'm so upset. I hope when the person who hit him dies they get reincarnated into a fly! over and over again! That bastard... Yeah well that's my death report.... WAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! I miss my doggy!

Current mood: I feel so cold and empty...

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Monday, March 14, 2005

3:51PM - Give me a few more entries and i'll shut the fuck up for awhile....

Wow, okay. Um i've been working on my communnity's and banners for it. I'm not doing so hot ^-^' The only reason i'm still trying is because love_lives is helping! I love you!!! Thank you so uber much! You are the greatest! So the only reason we will have bannners people is because of this wonderful person! *glomp* hurray for you! ^0^ I'm like uber syked though. I can hardly wait! I hope i can gain more members.... yeah

Current mood: creative

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2:53PM - Yeah not sure i did this right but here are two links for my banner.... now what?


and then

Current mood: Woah!

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1:59PM - Another crazy dream of mine.

Wow. Ya know what i want to do one of these day's? Just drive around Oregon and go into the little cemetery's placed here and there. Like the really small and old ones covered in tree's and old growth, just travel around from cemetery to cemetery taking photos and exploring. Fuck. That would me so much fun!!! I would love that. The older the cemetery the better i say. And i hate those new ones! the one's with the manicured lawn and pretty white head stones and everything is out in the sun. I HATE cemetery's like that. So yeah. I would love to go to all the older ones up in the mountians or back in the pines. Maybe visit some small family plots. One of these days...

Current mood: awake

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Sunday, March 13, 2005

12:56PM - Join us.

Well hello. Welcome to my community. Please. Fell free to enter and talk of the dead with us.

Current mood: content

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